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(crush me baby i'm all ears)

Changes... [22 Jun 2006|11:21am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Nelson cooing ]

I haven't written in a long time because I have had a lot going on. I've gotten married, bought a house and had a baby. Although I've been very busy, I haven't been too busy to keep in touch with my friends. I still talk to most of them whether over the phone, through e-mail or meeting up with them for dinner. Unfortunately I have lost touch with some, but through no fault of mine. Apparently some of my friends are just far too busy with there own lives to remember the once strong and true friendship we had. I hope those of you that I no longer talk to are happy and I wish you all the best.

(crush me baby i'm all ears)

Back At The Wag!!! [16 Apr 2005|11:46am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Little Black Book ]

Top Ten of Last Night:
1."But he loves me loves me loves me, I know that he loves me anyway"
2. Shots of 151
3. You sassy minx
4. The Claddagh ring Cult that is somewhat like Captain Planet
5. Me getting proposed to...with KATHLEEN'S ring.
6. Kathleen puking by the homeless "i know this is your house and all...but I have to"
7. "You girls gonna be at work at 8:45?"-Jared our new hot boss, who grabs our ass and lives on a farm with cows and horses. (hot)
8. The beers falling off the jukebox and Tim saving me...cause it's his job to protect and serve after all he is nypd.
9. Katie making friends with EVERYONE
10. Free ride from Ray since everyone was stealing our cabs and six of us cramming into his mustang.

we <3 Black Dog

Songfest today!!

(crush me baby i'm all ears)

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time... [01 Mar 2005|01:24pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Nora Jones ]

im sad, and tired and just plain worn out.




i dont know what im gonna do.

(crush me baby i'm all ears)

And the way things go, you never know where love will lead you to... [28 Jan 2005|08:15pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | SheDaisy "Before Me and You" ]

I had so much fun last weekend. The celtics lost and Jay wasn't there but its ok I still had a great time.

Sunday night started out good... I was downing shots of SoCo and handling my shit really well. Then all of a sudden it hit me... and it was no good. LOL oh well.

But now I'm sick. And its Friday night and I'm going to bed now cause I have to be at work tomorrow morning at 5 :(

(1 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

Just a quickie... [18 Jan 2005|07:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | 50 Cent "Candy Shoppe" ]

It's been awhile but here's a quick update...

Christmas was good.

New Year's was good.

Work is the same.

My grades were great... A, A-, A-

Tomorrow I get my new phone. It's the new Motorola V710. It's hot.

Friday I'm leaving for Jersey to visit Steve and go to the Nets/Celtics game where the Celtics are gonna win.

(crush me baby i'm all ears)

what goes around comes around... [07 Dec 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Alicia Keys "Karma" ]

so here's a big FUCK YOU to a certain somebody... anyone wanna guess who?

(crush me baby i'm all ears)

[07 Dec 2004|03:40pm]
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KATHLEEN!!!!!

(crush me baby i'm all ears)

Goodbye to everything that I knew [09 Nov 2004|03:54pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | John Mayer "Comfortable" ]

I just decided I don't want to go to UMass Amherst next semester anymore. Now I'm not sure what I'm gonna do.



It's amazing how people go and change on you.

(2 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

we're responsible for this monster, this coward, that we have empowered [03 Nov 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Eminem "Mosh" ]

So yesterday I did what only 17% of my generation did... I voted. And I felt empowered.
I went to bed last night completely confident that Kerry had won. Sadly I woke up and realized that most likely Bush was going to win. And at 11:30 Kerry seceded.

I am absolutely disgusted with this country. I am no longer Proud to be an American. I am not proud to be from a country who's leader discriminates against homosexuals and women, who's leader allows a war to be fought where thousands of our troops die. This supposed "war on terror" has become a war for oil. Greed is leading this war.

To all of those who chose not to vote I hope you're happy. I especially hope you're happy when your reproductive rights are completely taken away,you, your parents or your grandparents die from a disease that could have been cured thanks to stem cell research, your gay friends cannot get married or have a civil union for that matter, your boyfriend gets sent off to Iraq, you cannot get a job seeing as unemployment is at an all time high for the past 75 years, you cannot afford health care, gas prices continue to rise so you are forced to take public transportation... the list just goes on and on...

I'm angry, I'm upset, and I'm disappointed.

(1 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

Woot Woot Baaahston!! [20 Oct 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Jay Z and R. Kelly "Big Chips" ]

I'm gonna be honest, I don't usually like baseball. Frankly I used to hate it. But now, holy fuck I am so into it. I was literally screaming at the tv. Of course my parents are Yankees fans so they were bitching at me to keep it down. Call it jumping on the bandwagon or a fair weather fan but I am in love with the Red Sox. It's time to cowboy the fuck up Sox!!

Oh by the way I just completely rocked my psych midterm.

(1 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

All these strange relationships really get me down. I see nothing wrong spreading myself around... [14 Oct 2004|03:40pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | "Southside" Llyod feat. Ashanti ]

Wow its kinda been a while but things are pretty much the same. Work is still work. School is still going well. I sent in my UMass application a few weeks ago.

I just finally saw The Village a few days ago. My love for Joaquine Phoenix has grown even more. Is he not the sweetest guy ever in that movie?

I'm seriously like thisclose to finally getting a car. I've been saving for a while now. It's rough not being able to buy myself all nice things. But soon I'll appreciate it when I can drive myself around.

Thats pretty much it for now. But oh, if you are in Attleboro next Wednesday stop by our Dunkin... It's the One Year Anniversary of the Dunkin Latte and we're having a radio station come from 10-2. WOOT WOOT.


Sometimes we don't do what we want to do because we're afraid that other people will know that we want to do them.

(1 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

It's better this way... [26 Sep 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Sarah McLachlan "Full of Grace" ]

So apparently this is lets all be pissed at Candace week. Oh fucking well.

Is it just me or are guys fucking assholes. Like really. What the hell did I do wrong?


I'm tired of the bullshit and petty drama.

(crush me baby i'm all ears)

Yes I remember boy cause after we kissed... [10 Sep 2004|09:13pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Mase "Breath Stretch Shake"... let it go;) ]

I could only think about your lips


Oh its been awhile but lets see. My rents went away a couple weekends ago. 2 Benefit Street hadn't seen that much fun in quite some time ;)

Work is still the same. Some new drama. Who knows maybe we'll be on the news but hopefully not.

I started classes at BCC this past Wednesday. I have American Civilizations on Mondays from 7-9:40, Psych on Wednesdays from 7-(:40 and Sociology on Thursday at the same time. Should be easy. But I'm still working full time and going and paying for school.

I miss Wagner a lot. Not so much Staten Island, just Wagner, the people and my girls. It's rough. Living at home isn't easy after getting so used to living at college. The whole lack of a car doesn't help much either. Oh well we'll see what happens in the spring. *Keep those fingers crossed*

That's pretty much it. Its an early night tonight cause I have work at 5 tomorrow... yeah thats 5 in the morning until 1. God I love Dunkin Donuts!

<3

(1 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

I got that boom boom that you want [29 Aug 2004|03:50pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Johnny ;) ]

Long crazy week.

More to come later...

(3 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

You're a touch overrated... [24 Aug 2004|02:16pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Jammin 94.5 ]

maybe im just being a super bitch but personally i think i have a right to be just slightly annoyed.

(2 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

And does it make you sad to find yourself alone... [23 Aug 2004|03:41pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Madonna- GHV2 ]

And does it make you mad To find that I have grown...I'll bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown

The concert was amazing. Adam Levine and Johnny. Enough said.

I finally got my bday gift from Shortee... she got me a canopy thingy for my bed and I love it!

I've pretty much had enough of work. Well actually just Mary. I really hate her. A lot.

Other than work being annoying everything else is going just super... de duper :)

(1 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

...Slowdance On The Inside [12 Aug 2004|05:20pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday ]

Passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best
I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it
You move slow like daytime drama
And I'm boring like his songs
So while I'm taking you for granted
We'll be humming along

Well cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless (so reckless), so,
So thoughtless (so thoughtless)
So careless, I could care less

Well cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here
(So reckless)
Well she's so heartless,
And I could care less

So paint your face up something elegant
And this time maybe a darker shade of red
Cause a long night means a fist fight
Against your pillow and my pearly whites
I want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees
So let us pray
(we don't believe in second chances)
So let us pray

Don't you ask me
Don't you move (anywhere)

Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless (so reckless), so,
So thoughtless (so thoughtless)
So careless, I could care less

Well Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
(So reckless)
Well she's so heartless
And I could care less

Well cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here (I'll keep you here, I'll keep you here)

One of us never did it but we're taking it all.
And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all.
And her eyes never batted when she said it
It's a long night, hoping knowing...

This glass house is burning down (hoping all night, knowing...)
You light the match, I'll stick around (hoping all night, knowing...)
I'll give you everything you want (hoping all night, knowing...)
And wish the worst of what I was (hoping all night, knowing...)

Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference

(2 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door... [03 Aug 2004|06:31pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | Bush "Glycerine" ]

I haven't really updated in awhile. I don't know I'm kinda over the whole LJ thing. Ok so let's see... been just hanging out with some old and some new friends lately. Working too much. Went to work drunk with one hour of sleep on a Saturday morning... found out some very interesting info about the managers and owner of dunkies... and two of the cops who come through DT... still haven't seen The Notebook and now I want to see The Village... but I have seen about every other movie.

So I've been really sick since Friday... at one point my temp reached 105. After two doctor visits, 3 days out of work (plus the 2 I already had off) and 2 chest xrays, a urine analysis, throat culture, rapid strep test, and a dozen blood tests they finally found out I have freakin Pneumonia. Super isnt it?! So now I am on Zythromax and some other antibiotic. Today is the first day I've been out of the house (other than the doctors and hospital) and I actually drove somewhere and I was able to take a stand up shower rather than a damn bath... its good to have my energy back!

Well thats pretty much it... John Mayer and Maroon 5 on August 20th with my girl! CAN'T WAIT! Oh and is anyone else completely loving this song?!



Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye -Maroon 5

(2 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

GO SHORTEE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY... [16 Jul 2004|06:55pm]
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ROCKY!!!

(2 have me right where they want me | crush me baby i'm all ears)

I'm gonna take you places you ain't never been before and you'll be so happy that you came.. [14 Jul 2004|03:34pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | Janet Jackson- Design of the Decade ]

Interesting day at work. That mother fucking pain in the ass retard Eric got himself fired. He decided to give all his friends free food in front of Jen the manager. Fucking idiot. So she dragged his sorry ass in the office to fire him and his defense is "everyone else does it and they said I could do it too...". Yes Eric give your friends a discount but keep it on the dl. Fucking dumbass.

So then a bus of mentally retarded kids (17 of them to be exact) came in. They were so nice and polite and pretty damn intelligent.

So the icing on the cake. This guy comes in and drops off an application. So Mary, Jen and I are reading it over and there is this question about whether or not you have been convicted of a felony. And he checked the yes box. Next to it he writes... "I was in jail from 91-99 for armed robbery" WTF. So I go "Jen look at is this way... we hire him and he robs us from within the store. We don't hire him and he goes psycho and shoots all of us and then robs us. It a lose lose situation."

Yup work is always interesting.

Last night Jenn, her mom and I went to the drive in. Saw Dodgeball and the Stepford Wives. Both were good. And I love Vince Vaughn :)

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